Saturday, 17 January 2015

The veiled Maiden (2)

“I thought we're past that. Come on where is my brave young lady? Wipe away your tears.”
“Baba why is Inna sending me away? Why doesn't she love me like before?” 
Malam Habu adjusted the squat-chair and faced Uwani.
“Uwani, I know you are a smart and well mannered girl, and I am absolutely sure you know how much your mother feels about you. This place you are going, you will be staying with your siblings Allah has ordained that you have to grow up in a village and have a different life-style from theirs” 
Malam Habu made sure he had her attention before he continued “Now, there is a reason that made your mother decided to let you go, I want to assure you that our prayers are always with you. I know, when you get there you will understand the reason Inna wants you to be there. May Allah bless you.”
“I understand, thank you Baba. You are the best father in the world”
“That's like my girl, now come and get going before it is late. I don't want traveling at night.”
Uwani took her iron box, struggling to lift it over her head, but Malam Habu took it from her. “Go and meet her she is in her room”. 
Uwani smiled at him and left her room. She went to Inna's room reluctantly. Inna was busy folding clothes here and there, when she heard Uwani's voice she couldn't even turn to look at her afraid she might break down. 
Uwani was observing her mother, the room was very neat, because sometimes her mother's neatness was far beyond her, but today she knew her mother was not busy tidying her room, she was avoiding her gaze. 
Uwani wondered if she doesn't want me to go why  make me? Alright enough with the questions, this might be the last time she might be seeing her mother in a long time, she would not use it in questioning her. 
She ran to her mother and hugged her tightly from behind. “I know you will miss me, I will also miss you  Muhammad, Amina and Suhail. I will miss you all, please Inna take your drugs on time and make sure Amina and Muhammad study hard because I want them to study further, let them not follow this Tukur boy around. I want them to complete their education and they should never ever stop mid way like I did…” 
She suddenly stopped, barricading the most heart wrecking memory from her mind, that was another part of her life that she would give anything not to ever remember.
Inna turned to meet Uwani's gaze holding up her chin, she wiped away her tears. “I want you to be self righteous, city life is a life entirely different from the one here, know your limit and always fear Allah. Have a safe journey.” and she left the room, Uwani slid to the floor and wept right in front of Inna's wardrobe. 
Muhammad and Amina came in running and hugged their sister. They all went to see her off after much persuasion from Malam Habu.
The driver was waiting for her outside, Inna had served him with village delicacies till he was filled to the brim.
The driver collected her iron box from Malam Habu and placed it in the trunk of the sleek honda Accord he came to pick her with. Uwani had never seen a car so beautiful or so new in her entire life. The only car she knew was the toyota pick up commonly known as 'a kori kura' in her village, which they used for both people and goods.
 All their neighbors had gathered to see her off, she waved them so hard her hand almost ached, she sat glued to the car's window. From behind all the crowd she saw Inna's face peeking from the house.
 Right then and there Uwani decided that whatever it is that was waiting for her in the city she was ready to face it. Because she wasn't leaving all these people behind for nothing.
She thought of Malam Habu's words when she entered the car “Don't worry about Inna I am here to take care of her and your siblings, study well and pray hard, when we get the chance we will pay you a visit in Sha Allah” Uwani just sobbed because she knew he was just saying it to comfort her. 
Why would any one of them go to the house of the man whose name was even forbidden to be mentioned in their house and family?
She was deep in her thoughts when she heard the driver said “young lady, you should stop crying now so that you don't come down with something, you will get used to it eventually”. She slowly raised her head to look at him with swollen eyes. “My name is Malam Sule” he said.
“My name is Aneesa but everybody calls me Uwani”.
Malam Sule smiled and said “aah, you have a big name. Big people are known to be brave and not weak. I assure you, you are going to like it in the city.” Uwani smiled to the driver's ignorant remark had he known the kind of bond she shared with her mother he wouldn't have said so.
She didn't know for how long they'd been on the road, because she was deep in thoughts, sometimes she dozed off to sleep, when she opened her eyes she would see that they have moved to another town.
The last time she opened her eyes, was because of some loud screech  she heard; the sound of metal against metal. She sat up abruptly, blinking her eyes to recover from the shock.
“Relax,” said Malam sule “it's just the gate, we're finally here”.
She looked around meekly as if something would come up behind her and  eat her up. Uwani brought her face gently to the window looking out to a huge palace. The palace was decorated with beautiful plants of different colors. By the north east corner of the palace were some huge cars that stood as if they were going to breath. 
And in the middle of the road they followed after passing the huge metal door was a fountain. The only thing that confused Uwani was she couldn't see any mountain from which the water sprung out from. 
Malam Sule had to open the door for her, because he had been calling her name but she was too absorbed in her surroundings to hear him. She snapped out of her reverie when he called her name again. “what are you thinking about? Saratu will guide you into the house, and your luggage will be sent in shortly.” 
Uwani stumbled out of the car almost falling to the ground, quickly grabbing the opened door to support her. A woman in her late fifties approached her, she guessed she must be Baba Saratu, so, she quickly bend down and greeted her as a sign of respect to the elder woman “good afternoon”. Baba Saratu quickly said “Afternoon, my dear how was your journey?” Uwani said “f..fine”.
"Please get up, you need not bend down while greeting me, understand?” Uwani nodded “good, now let's get you inside and rested shall we?”. From then on, Uwani knew that she might get along well with Baba saratu. 
She kept tripping on her self the rest of the way into the big mansion looking at strange things that she didn't know what they were or what they were used for, all she knew was the mansion was so beautiful and huge nothing like she had ever seen in her entire life before. The mansion, which she now realized was no palace but the place she was staying for... what how long? She had no idea.
Baba Saratu walked them through a pathway which opened to a huge space by the side of the house. Uwani saw some beautiful singing birds caged along the way, she immediately took to their liking. 
Uwani was mesmerized with everything about the mansion. So that was what her friend Delu meant when she told her that the city was scary.  Her hand began trembling and her mouth quivered, how was she going to get used to all these things? Malam Sule said she would get used to it but she was beginning to doubt his judgement.
 Her whole body began to shake when she stepped unto the soft ticklish thing beneath her feet. She stood by the door and hugged it so dearly, her eyes shut, as if holding on to dear life. Saratu turned to see Uwani clung to the door. 
“Uwani, is everything okay? Have you seen something?” but Uwani was so scared to even open her eyes talk more of speaking. Saratu stepped towards her “tell me, what is it?”
Uwani gathered all the courage she could muster and said “They are following me, they will eat m..my leg remove them, r...remove them” she started mumbling incoherently. Saratu touched her and said “open your eyes, and relax there is nothing, you see it's just the floor covering, it is just ticklish. You see it has no harm” she rubbed her feet on the carpet and told uwani to try it too. When she calmed down  Baba Saratu held her hand and led her in.

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The Veiled Maiden (reposted)


1

 
It was a clear and crisp morning, a flock of birds were chirping melodiously in the blue sky. The red rim of the sun pushed itself over the sky, it shined on a good many folk. The people of Kunuwal have rose and were about doing their morning chores. Men and young boys on their way to the farm, young girls also helped with the farm work but mostly during the morning hours they fetched water for their families.

“Uwani! Uwani!” a woman in her early forties, sitting in a smoked-filled firewood kitchen called out with a fit of cough in between. Teary eyed she  adjusted the stubborn piece of wood that wouldn't catch fire because it was partially wet. The woman glanced out the kitchen door and called out again “Is Uwani not in this house today?”
“Yes Inna!” the young girl answered quickly keeping a piece of cloth she was folding on her straw bed, she came running out of her room and stood panting in front of the elder woman.
Inna gave her a look and adjusted a firewood that was falling out of place from the tripod stove. “Now, won't you hurry up and go to Maama's place, you are being so sluggish. Is it when the car comes to pick you that you will start running around?”
“Sorry, Inna. I will be on my way” she said her eyes full of tears. She went back to her small room, took a veil and went to her grandparent's. Where she considered her second home.
On her way she kept looking around the vicinity, though her village was a small village somewhere unknown, that was only what she knew and she loved it so dearly. She loved the cool weather, the greeneries, echoes of children playing outside, she loved everything about her little village. And now in a short while she will leave everything behind.
One thing she didn't understand, was why her mother, Inna agreed to this arrangement: Of which nothing good was to come out of it. Upon reaching the house she felt cheerful; this was her favorite place, no where compares to her Maama's house.
Uwani was a jovial and fun-loving person, in a village sense of fun. At 17, was a beautiful young women with light built and long features, she had a  set of lovable large eyes that looked like a pool of milk with a drop of off in it.
Uwani was looked up to by her younger siblings, whereas all her friends and peers were married, Uwani made sure that she started school, so that in the future she could help her parents. Alas! the young girl's dreams were cut short when the village people put pressure on her parents, and that put a huge twist in the dream she'd been weaving, and that of her parents too.
“Assalamu alaikum” she said, joyfully.
Mama  was just coming out from the toilet holding a kettle in her hands, when she saw her granddaughter.
“wa'alaikumussalam, you are welcome” she said holding her chin in surprise “From where are you this early in the morning? I know it is your Inna that sent you.”
Uwani held the end of her veil and played with it with a frowning face she said “it was inna that told me to come and bid you farewell, before the car comes”
Mama smiled at her “Is that why you are in a bad mood?” the old woman held out a hand to her.
“Mama she didn't even let me have my breakfast, I don't know why she is so eager to get rid of me into a life that I don't want”
Maama looked at her and carefully said “Why will you say that it is of no good to you? Only Allah knows what is best. Just pray for Him to give you the best out of it.”
Uwani smiled weakly and said “I am so hungry what can I get in this house?”
“Go inside you will find danwake (local food) inside a plastic bowl, Mairo had prepared it.”
“hmmm may Allah bless Mairo, as if she knew what I had been craving since yesterday” she ate open heartedly. It was after she finished her meal that she looked towards mama and said “Maama do you know what made Inna took this decision without consulting anyone about it?”
Mama gave her a scolding look “hey girl mind your little mouth! Are you out of your mind? Is there a thing on this planet that Halima (inna) will do to make you question her decisions? Even if it were a fire she built for you to go in I thought you will go in, in this case she has found a nice house for you to live amongst your siblings, not a wild forest for that matter!” Maama sighed and calmly said,
“Halima is one of a kind. She is an iron lady, I am not telling you this because she is my daughter, no. I've lived with her in this house, and I've seen what she'd been through. Most especially because of you. You know the kind of sacrifices she made to lighten up your life and make it worthy of living.
I don't see any reason now why you should question her decisions. You have to learn to endure things in life and make sacrifices.” Maama said blinking back the tears that welled up in her eyes.
Uwani silently sobbed, how could she forget what her mother went through because of her? How she stood by her through thick and thin. For so many reasons she couldn't think of before, now she has to do as her mother bid her.
Around 11 am she went to her uncle's house which was in the same compound as maama's. She left the house with a heavy heart. She will always cherish her memories of this house and its people.
 Oh how she used to wet mama's bed when she was younger, she and the neighbor's kids would steal Mairo's roasted peanuts when she was not looking. She couldn't wait for her uncle and grand father to come back from the animal market, they left earlier in the morning and they were not coming back till late evening.
When she went back home Uwani continued packing what she could from the little she had in an iron box that was a gift for her from her step-dad. What made her ache most was that, she will leave the people that loved her more for the people that didn't care about her existence. But when she remembered their talk with Mama she became at ease.
 Malam Habu, who was standing in the courtyard said “A'ah is it my mother's sobs that I'm hearing?” he raised the cloth curtain that covered Uwani from the rest of the world and left her in her own little one. She quickly turned sideways when she heard him came into the room, but couldn't make any effort to stop her tears.
Malam Habu sat on a small chair that lay on the floor, which was the only furniture in the room apart from her single straw bed.
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Monday, 4 April 2011

welcome to my blog.

Hello there,
Welcome to my all brand new blog, I intend to blog as much as i can. Thank you.